Monday, March 25, 2013

La playa


La Playa, Marzo 25, 2013

The first full week has now passed, including the first week of classes. My intital day begain inauspiciously when my teacher was an hour late, being caught in a taco. Say what, is this like the Tomato that Ate Chicago? No, taco is the latin term for traffic jam. So, Monday had a bit of an edge to it. However, by Friday those chips and splinters were well sanded smooth and I enjoyed the week in class. My teacher was forcefully supportive insisting consistently that my lack of perfection was not indicative of failure to progress. Muchas Gracias.

There are other sights and experiences to note for the week, but the most enjoyable was a Saturday excursion to the playa, beach. Chile, as its widest is only 186 miles, so travel to the nearest beach is never long, and therefore in two hours we were there. Our primary destination was to Isla Negra, Black Island, not an island at all, but the color is appropriate due to the black rocks standing in the waves, chests out, bracing for the smash and splash of the giant waves, throwing themselves full force against. Both the thunderous sound and the fireworks-like explosion were amazing.

Our real objective was the visit to one of the houses of Pablo Neruda, a national hero, poet, writer, social activist, first S.A. winner (I think) of the Nobel Prize for Literature. He likely was poisoned by the Pinochet regime shortly after that coup. Only recently did one of the family servants feel safe to report his witness of strange medical treatment by regime doctors during illness of Pablo. The body is being exhumed for investigation. As for the house itself, it overlooks the described beach, a view from almost every room in the house. Pablo traveled the world in various roles, and collected all sorts of objects, bottles, shells, butterflies, masks, ships in bottles, objects from ships, and my favorites, the figureheads that looked out over the sea from the bow tips of old masted ships. Extensive and amazing collections. The house was a bit strange architecturally, as it was extended little by little over the years of habitation. But, the views of the beach below, the ocean beyond, from almost every room, certainly provided a source of energy and inspiration for many of his literary works. I have read some, and though challenging readings,they  provide an insightful view of love and life.

From there we traveled a bit further to a slightly less crowded beach, again occupied by the rocks. The rocks presented some entertaing challenges to climb to get higher perspective over the watery blasts that were happening below. I have always considered myself a mountain lover, not of sea. But, this location forced at least a partial piece of the memory chip that stores accounts, details and summaries, of those special places I have personally visited. The contrast of the calm appearance of the distant horizon, slowly shoving the sheets of surface until they wrinkled and folded higher and higher, until they cracked and tore and vessels of lifesource underneath burst and bled on the rocks, spread out and then strangely rapidly retreated and disappeared without trace. Incredible sight.





So, now I am back at school, starting a new week. Second weeks at school historically have been disquieting as I realize the limited level of ability. But, I will not quit.


So, now I am back at school, starting a new week. Second weeks at school historically have been disquieting as I realize the limited level of ability. But, I will not quit.

In the wave-strike over unquiet stones
the brightness bursts and bears the rose
and the ring of water contracts to a cluster
to one drop of azure brine that falls.
O magnolia radiance breaking in spume,
magnetic voyager whose death flowers
and returns, eternal, to being and nothingness:
shattered brine, dazzling leap of the ocean.
Merged, you and I, my love, seal the silence
while the sea destroys its continual forms,
collapses its turrets of wildness and whiteness,
because in the weft of those unseen garments
of headlong water, and perpetual sand,
we bear the sole, relentless tenderness. (P. Neruda)


Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Santiago, Marzo 20, 2013


Santiago, Marzo 20, 2013

I now have settled in, connected with the school, have attended my first class. And, I have moved in with my family, Marcela and Walter, little by little find the same song, learning the melody of new friends, earning my way as a son, friend, hermano.  And bonus bucks of another couple from California, both retired as I, with somewhat similar teaching and state government backgrounds, but much more traveled and bilingual than I, good for my transition.

Early impression of Santiago is very positive. It is by far the cleanest city I have visited in S. America, possibly the partial result of economic success, and more progressive attitude. There certainly is the presence of national pride as everywhere else in S.A., but not to the exclusion of adopting foreign influence or idea. Downside is the high cost. It is expensive here, relative to my previous travels, and prices for many things parallel those in the states. It looks like the expense will change some of my grander plans. But, I think I will still find ways to visit many places.

In fact, my first Saturday, I did trek into the mountains nearby, perhaps a 30-50 mile distance away. We left the city in two minibuses, 20 pasenjeros total, to view volcano and glacier. About a ten-mile round trip into a glacial setting, but not quite sure how much the ascent was. I do know that several of the youth slowly dropped back, stringing like ants behind. Despite my grandfatherly status in the group of kids, I outmatched most, and equaled all, but that was unimportant. The joy was the ability to climb, to view the beautiful valley between the multiple colors in the mineral laden walls of the mountains surrounding us. Little vegetation on those lateral slopes, but reflections and display of dripping stains from iron, magnesium, copper, gypsum and other deposits. So, there were reds, yellows, greens and blues to attract the many mining activities found in Chile. Though I did not knowingly see any, Chile is one of only two countries that have deposits of lapis (Afghanistan is the second).

A few of us tried to get close to the peak of Mt. Morado, but had not sufficient time to succeed. We did get to the saddle ridge where the glacier begins. Rewarded with an excellent view of the valley below toward Bano, the small hamlet where the trail began. Jackie, our guide, called us down, to return to our buses and Santiago.

Thus, in my first full weekend I have experienced both city and country setting, a great beginning. I am not sure what I will encounter this first full week that comes, but it appears there are numerous opportunities. And so the potential influence and impact of other cultures, people, and landscape surrounds me, impossible to predict. I welcome that.

New strangers on other paths await
New places that have never seen you
Every time you leave home
Another road takes you
Into a world you were never in.

When you travel, you find yourself
Alone in a different way
More attractive now
To the self you bring along,
Your more subtle eye watching
You abroad; and how what meets you
Touches that part of the heart
That lies low at home.

A journey can become a sacred thing
Make sure before you go to note the time
To bless your going forth
So that the compass of your soul
Might direct you toward
The territories of spirit
Where you will discover
More of your hidden life. (J. O´Donahue)
 
 





Santiago, Marzo 17, 2013


I am trying to ´mood´ myself into excitement and eagerness towrd this next journey.  Not truthfully expendit great energy to do so. Other things have temporarily delayed the nearness. I had a hurried visitation tour of many friends and family prior to my Texas departure. I am blessed to have friends and family who put up with my opinions and silliness. But they do. They even feed, house and guide me. I appreciate it and love each and everyone. I miss them often. But, the calendar rules, the days tick off before flight schedules.

So, Texas is left behind, Colorado rises up literally, as I go home, be it a physical, emotional or spiritual place. Some know it deeply within, embrace it, hold tightly, others not so consciously, only feeling tension and anxiety when removed, misplac ed like a wild animal, caught and caged, never understanding the circumstances. But, they know it is not right. They do not know their place, but I do know mine. It is a deep tap root that holds me in place. On my way home I passed a small country church with the billboard message, Peace is not the absence of diversity, but the presence of (ones´s higher power). The presence is everywhere and for me is less cloudy in these mountains.

So here is my place of peace. I visit other friends here, again housed and fed and cared for. Like baptism I am watered (with snowfall), blessed and prepared for journey, for experience, for much that will be unveiled shortly. Now I wait for the last leg to Santiago, the unknown calls, and I go toward the siren.

As I row, row, row
Going so slow, slow, slow
Just down below me
Is the old sea, is the old sea

Nobody knows, knows, knows
So many things, things, so
So out of range
Sometimes so strange
Sometimes so sweet
Sometimes so lonely.

The further I go, no letters from home never arrive
And I´m alone all of the way
All of the way alone and alive
Just have to go, go, go
Where I don´t know, know, know
This is the thing, somebody said
Somebody told me a long time ago. (P. Griffin)